Sunday, September 5, 2010

Wailing in Waiting

Staying for something, at somewhere, for some time is called waiting. We know that time doesn’t wait for anyone and keeps a steady run. It’s us who are to coop-up with the quartz of life. And we try to do it. But usually fail to do so in some or the other way because of waiting.
Waiting is done for something to happen or for someone closer to heart, or true aim of life, or for a wish to come true. But in this stay, time plays a vital role. It is vital because it changes at each and every moment. And we generally find ourselves in unsuitable conditions of life after breaking up our wait.
Sometimes all the difficulties and differences seem to be nothing if we are sure of waiting and finally get the ultimate cause. Sometimes our desire is strong but for how long is unmentioned. Then the waiting converts into wailing. Seeking to the ultimate reason of waiting, we wait till the end of the final turn where the time reaches.
After the breakdown of our unquenched waiting, we fall of thirst of our ultimate desire. We start remembering the longtime of wailing and bitterness suffered by us, for something or someone in life. But if you are so sure that you can & will achieve your ultimate desire within a fixed time limit, then choose the waiting. And if you are unnoticed of the time and your desire/aim is ultimate, then also choose the path of waiting. Let the waiting be long and converts into wailing be strong and prepared enough for the levels of your wailing and struggle.
After all “ultimate” is the biggest trophy to be achieved in life.

Unsolicited Advice

Advices are nothing but the type of carefulness often given to the persons in need of it. Those persons are needed to be shown the right path in any dilemma or confusion in their life. Those persons are actually trapped between the virtues of the soul and thoughts of the mind, and can’t choose what’s right.
As advices and suggestions are the paths shown to the needy ones, they may be the right and may be wrong too. Right path ways are always associated with the virtues of the soul and approved for the betterment in true sense. Those advices are known as Solicited advices. But the wrong pathways are not approved by the soul and called as unsolicited advices.
Generally, the needy ones confesses near its most humble, dear and close ones because mostly they consult them in need. Those persons who give advices to needy must be concerned about the needy person. If the needy person gets solicited advice, then he will stay in peace after going through it. But if the adviser gives an Unsolited advice without being concerned properly, then the needy ones will suffer with uneasiness of heart, after listening to his mind and going through the Unsolicited one.
The soul will be blaming the needy again and again. The needy couldn’t do anything after the time has gone. The needy persons are self-soul-concerned and after getting an unsolicited advice, they start feeling awkward of their dearest company due to the messy suggestion.
One advice can bring a big change in one’s life. But if the advice is Unsolicited, it takes the peace of the person. And if the peace is missing from life, then life loses the true meaning of “living”. So, we should always be concerned about us from not giving an unsolicited advice but a Solicited one, which will bring splendor in lives of both.
Be a good adviser.

Unexpressed thoughts

Thoughts are the currents and tides that always flow through our mind and heart. One always wants to express its thoughts and thinkings. They cannot stay in ones. They try to be out of only one person and want to be spread. As they are tides and currents, they always flow towards no limit.

We, the living beings are like inferiors as compared to the nature. We can’t ever go against her. If we will go against her, she will slowly kill us. An intelligent person always tries to share his views among the others. Can you think why he does so? You will get the answer automatically. And one more such thing is that, why one cannot keep anything inside it? Because the thoughts try to escape from his heart and clashes on the walls of it. As a result, the person gets hurted by them.

But everything is not meant to express. I can hurt anyone else. So, we better keep it within us without expressing it to others. Sometimes we do it to keep that person away of getting hurt. But the thought are thoughts. They break their boundary after all and get known by some other person. We’ve many thinking in our in our mind and heart. How could we able to stop these? Well!, there is a way, “The Gateway of Soul”. The soul is always right. It will never ever let the thoughts reach to that person which would hurt him/her. But still it will create the magic which can purify those thoughts iridescent magical ingredients which make that person understand the true thing with patience.

So, let the tides flow. If one can’t know the truth, he/she will misunderstand the real fact. And we will be killed by the nature or we will be engulfed by the fearful storm of our thoughts. At least, if one could know your thoughts, he/she may not bother about something.

Let the tides flow…
Let the thoughts go…
Let the relationship go through…
And you yourself blow…

Sorrowful Smile

Smile is a sweet expression. It indicates happiness. It is package of uncountable and wonderful talks which remains unspoken. Smile is one of the ways to share the tactful joy and happiness convincing everyone. It can also be a hope to cross a dark tunnel of life.

In the same way, when we see somebody smiling, we also smile as we feel happy. And similarly, we try to impress our opposite with a smile. So, in the whole, smile comes in happiness and spread it. Though, we can’t stay happy every time. Since, we have thoughts, feelings and sentiments, it give rise to sadness, sorrows and many other thoughts. It may lead to depression too. As a result, we are unable to offer a smile to anybody.

Still, we have the capability to plant it. And we perform it well. It happens when we don’t want to see our opposite person be worry about us. We give a smile but that is just an unwilled smile. It has no such strings to affect deeply because it is not from heart. As we don’t allow ourselves to speak the fact, our condition becomes pitiable. And it becomes worse if the story related to the person in front of us.

But we are not so weak to fail in our own adamant thinking. Although our eyes show something else, we neglect it and give a smile half heartedly, full of sorrows and sadness. Sometime, the situation attacks us when the scene is the assassin and the liked person is the actor/actress in that scene. We are not weak and hence we try to show the same, letting our heart bleeding tears. Likely we neglect it too by giving an appalling smile.

It is not good for us as it makes us hard as steel. And in future we can hurt others but we can’t know due to our proof body. But we refer that very smile as we live in present.

Fine! , the sorrowful smile wins again. But, the fight between mind and soul never ends. As a result, the heart suffers…

Living the IF

Since the day I was brought to life, and wished I would be unborn, I suffered with the cuts that made my life an ‘if’. And I could feel that I was living a life.
My life… I started with lovely streaks given to me by everyone. Some people gave it for my happiness. Many gave it to stay away from boredom. Someday, I felt that they were false, but they were not. It just seemed like that. Gradually, the time passed and passed. I was living the life. Everyone loved me, and I loved them too.
One day, the flames and flares of my life stopped burning themselves in the lamp and were excited. The lamp of my life cracked. The flames, flares fired. I was frustrated of the phenomena. But I thought that I was living a life.
Certainly, everything stopped; I was not worried so much and was willing for everyone, at every moment, because they made me live my life. I trusted upon everyone, they have never broken it. But I trusted the god and my fate. That was not the mistake but still I was hurt. I thought that they have tricked me again. This time I was not wrong. In fact I was dragged like a helpless lover, in the red garden of hell in the heaven, what I called life.
I thought many things. Now, what to believe in the god and the fate, if they are the hunters! But, they were not. And then I was sure that I will be not getting anything in this life that I prayed for. But yes, I’ve got the things that I wanted but not prayed. My prayers were in vain. All I got was fraud. Nothing left in my life because the one which I lost had tended to be everything for me.
And at last, I am now able to tell you that I am not living a life but living the “L’IF’E”.

Living Alive

ALIVE is the title which is given to the organisms that have a heart beating inside the body. But what is LIVING? Living is the commitment which is done by the persons who live for the ALIVES. This is what general persons think about ALIVE and LIVING.
The persons who can’t commit a living, what about them! They are in COMA. It is a stage when the persons’ is beating but still he/she is dead. If this is the fact then it will not so much difficult to understand that most of the persons are in COMA.
Are you sure that you are alive? You are! But are you living? To know the answer, try to live for yourself. Someday you will surely find it crummy to survive. Then try to live for others, whom you love, care and like. Only after that you can feel the difference between an ALIVE and a LIVING ALIVE.
The persons who work for himself and spent for himself, is in COMA. It is because he/she is an alive but not a living alive. Living involves enjoyment of life, adventure, sacrifice, excitement, thrill, zeal, which do not come to only alive. Now we can be sure that the person is in COMA. Nothing can be felt by him/her. Nothing can distract that person except materialistic pleasures.
There are moral aids to awake that dead, there are medicines called love, care, affection etc. and with a bandage and plaster called time. These are only to give life to the dead or to awaken the person from coma. This miracle can only be done by us. Now can you judge the ALIVE and the LIVING ALIVE? You may! But first it is necessary to convert yourself from an alive to a living alive. Do it and enjoy your life along with treating the persons in a better way. Be sure that you are a living alive.

Late “SORRY”

All we know that we should forgive everyone for their mistakes as mistakes just happen. If somebody knows everything but repeats the same mistake again and again then punishment is sure. Forgiveness is a good feature of human nature. It helps the world to live in peace and gain prosperity. That is why a human being generally forgives the culprit for his/her mistake.

The real quest is to get the forgive doing any type of mistake or anything wrong or anything that hurted somebody (physically or mentally). So, if we do one of these wrong and if we are careful and concerned about somebody that don’t get so hurt and misunderstand the truth then we say sorry. Sorry makes some good feeling and make the relation much better. It creates an island of heaven in the violent sea of hate and misunderstanding.

Sometime the situation is different. Sometime the people know the fact but they have to create some misunderstanding and a negative image in the eyes of the beloved ones. They do these only to keep the beloved ones away from a situation that they feel very bad and something that may go wrong with them. Just to protect the beloved ones they go away from their loved ones’ heart.

Though, in everybody’s life, they commit some mistake and they feel very guilty of themselves. They couldn’t tell anyone and they kill themselves slowly inside their heart. At least, they should tell or write a “SORRY” to the hurted ones, so that the person could die without guilt and without a question upon themselves, no matter the hurted ones forgives or not. It will also help to suppress the abominable lull that would make the situation worse.

After all, forgiveness keeps both the guilty and the hurted ones in peace. Just a sorry.

Incomplete Isolation

A baby borns. She/he is loved, cared and subjected to every possible happiness and comfort. Not only the parents, the guardians, and the relatives but everyone shows care to the baby. Still many are far from getting such care and compassion. Gradually the baby grows up with some super selected persons who love him/her. It starts understanding its life, seeks happiness and comforts that he missed. Then one more super special person comes to share, to care, to make it forget its isolation.
But days pass, things change and with the adjustments the isolation appears. The grown up baby turns into a man and realizes that its parents can’t understand it totally, sometimes not at all. Likely people start living for those they love the most, may be the closest person or the person itself. But time shows far from each other and then the isolation appears again. Nobody remains with it, on whom it trusts blindly. It understands not to trust fully on anybody. Still it seeks for the closest one again. On the way, it meets unknown persons; sometimes closer to the heart. They make it forget its isolation. Then it starts realizing the fear of losing the closers.
Then again everything orients, it realizes that no one stays in life forever. But at least they could babe a good bye, but no! The journey never completes. It has been drafted to different ways again and again. Though it finds new person on new ways, still then it finds itself isolated in the crowd.
So, the life goes on and everything passes. Only that person is lucky who gets its companion, truly a trusted companion, and a lover, a care taker to trust on it blindly; who can make it forget its incomplete isolation. Thus the isolation never completes.
GOD is great! He always remains with his children in any getup.

I’m LIGHT…

What I am? This very question may be wrong. But, it is not. It is a difficult question for all who don’t know why they have been built up for and what they are. It doesn’t show the physical appearance of a person or reflecting on every aspect of his/her life. It is reflecting the spirit and the inward eye of the persons. This is just the introduction to flash on the topic.

Starting from the life of a normal living being I researched on the way of vision and expression of different persons. There are many types of persons in the world. Generally, some people always stay in their mood. And he has no time to see the condition of others. He just don’t mind or neglect it or forget about it. But I’m not of that type. I’m like a light which can’t see the shadow of the objects (sorrows of people) though I just reflect myself. Nobody knows that light knows where the shadows are. And after the source increase its power and by reflection of light, the shadows become vanished.

It is just one part. On the other part, the excess is not good. It burns the object and it may destroy that or change hat from its nature. It may be good or bad. Hence, excess light is not good and I know how to use myself.

I’m light which can remove the shadows. Nobody reminds about me but I’m happy with no sense of uncomfortable ness as I’m experienced with it. I become invisible in the day I mix with the other lights. But the time comes again when the people remind me when I glow up again. The time is the night.

I’ve nothing to say. I just want to see the happiness on peoples’ face by one or the other good ways. Forget me not; I’m light who can cure the shadows. No doubt that sometimes the shadows are useful too. At last, a message to all, if possible be a light as one cannot glow forever. Everyone knows where the light comes from… the almighty, GOD.

Half Bade Bye

Hearts are made to beat for others and then for the self. They are meant for keeping and maintaining the personal relationships with any people. It is very hard to stay apart from any people, who are very close to heart. This is because the heart feels like missing one of the most important parts of the puzzle called life.
So, how can the heart can ever to leave the nearest, dearest, and closest person out of its life? It seems to be possible but actually it is impossible. It is possible only physically but not emotionally, not by heart.
And we humans always bid a bye while getting far from someone, knowingly, that we can’t get really far from the associated lives. That time we didn’t know what we are doing. Are we just swaying our hands freely in the air… merrily, sadly, with a style, or just giving a smile. No, we say many things without opening our mouth. I cannot say those few expressions. Those are the secrets between hearts.
So, how can one heart live the other secret sharer heart? It cannot. But still we bid a bye while getting far from someone…
One of the most strange secret of life is that- even if you stay the far from anyone in your life who must be your closer, will surely come to meet you at the time of your death. You can’t see that person through your inward eyes. And that time is the perfect time of saying goodbye to that person.
Now, I’m saying that the present life’s byes are half bade byes. Next meeting is sure at the time of death. It really happens, may be in thoughts, dreams, illusion... but it happens.
Good HALF BADE BYE…!

Guardians of Goals

Goals mean almost everything to our life. These are the aims of our life, which we always want to achieve, anyhow. We do labour to reach this ultimate. This is the law of the nature that every element in this world has a goal. Goal of water is sea, fire-air, soil-core of the earth, etc. Anyhow, they try to reach their aim.
To reach the goals, the survivor has to face many kinds of difficulties and cross many horny traps. These difficulties are actually the guardians of goals who test the survivor the best according to the level of goal. Higher the level of goal, tougher the test of the guardians.
Generally, we try to pass those tests by following the snakeway to the goal which is the longest and toughest. We have the capability to make it easier for us. For this we have to make the guardians of our goal, our guardians who will guide us. But for that work we have to be that mature to understand the guardians. If we can’t understand, we are still to be mature enough to understand them.
So, to be sonic in the snakeway, we have to stop being ideal and become an idol. Make you mature and strengthen enough to cut through the snakeway, along the guardian rules. Then you will not remain an ordinary…

False Truth

Truths are the facts and these are known due to its happening and because these are true. Truth does everything good. That is why; we always want to take the side of the truth. Truth in the sense does everything right, but not always. Still it reduces the possibility of increasing our sins. Sins should be reduced as these combiningly convert into curse and punishment.
Can we say this World-A Truth? No, we cannot because the world is said to be unreal. It is so, as we are the truth but after our death, we become false. Our existence does not exist. By looking to the open matters of our society, we always think that, that is the truth. Though it is not. Actually, it seems to be the fact and when we get to know that it is not, it becomes late. These acts are done by human only. They always something and try to predict the act on their own. And these give us blunt stabbings which are much painful to us. Perhaps, the truth is changed to false by us.
And why do we do the things for the false beings? We do it for our pleasure; right! But all our happiness and sadness, and glory will disappear someday. The real fact is we are made to do these.
One more fact is-the god has created things concerning the truth. But everything, all efforts are almost in vain. He made the world and it is unreal. He made us and we have false existence.
So, what will we say the humans if they believe the false as truth, when we look the acts of god-the truths are false?
Hence, we should not blame the humans their way of vision as god has everything false. Please! Don’t blame me.

Essence of Tears

“Essence of Tears” sounds somewhat uneasy and unacceptable. It is hardly felt by a few personalities that tears have essence. And likely, it is known to those people only because the fragments could reach to them only by some tuff ways and with a great difficulty.

Have you understood something? Or anything you could realize? You will say your opinion regarding this very subject. But you will be still in confusion though you have not understood it yet. Now exaggerate the subject. Tears come from our eyes when we become really very emotional towards anything. Different emotions, different essence of tears. It is neither smelled nor seen. It is just felt.

The tears appear when we groan in pain. It depends on our resistance power of ourselves. Sometimes tears are sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes salty, sometimes bitter, and sometimes chilly. It has never been very much attractive to see unless it has vigor in it. Sweet tears come in happiness and mostly in ecstasy. Sour comes in insult and guilt feelings. Salty comes in unacceptable terms, let it be anything unacceptable to us. Bitter comes in sorrows, and at last, chilly comes in groaning with pain (physically).

We can only feel it if we can get the special power of the 8th sense. That is “The sense of understanding the UNIDENTIFIED MYSTERIES”. We can get it from ourselves. Just we have to release it. And everyone has different keys to release it. Find that key and do it.

Now the questions arise-“Why we should get it?” “What is the need of doing it?” The answer is one-if we want to know the reason of crying, we could easily predict that the person is telling the truth of shedding tears or lying. If only we really care about that person.

Small things should be given importance. After all, what is big without small?

Breathing Furnace

Furnaces are usually meant for heating and melting the metals into their molten state so that it can be converted into different shapes and sizes. Well! Here I’m not telling about the usage of the blasting furnaces in the physical world.
Have you heard furnace breathing? What?! How can furnaces breathe? Ok! Then have you heard furnace when it is at a very high temperature? It does the work of melting the metals, right!!! Do you know! We have the characteristic of furnaces, in us.
See how…when we do a work out or if we feel tired, we take long breathe, just like the furnaces do. But if we acquire a temperature more than our normal body temperature, then it come down soon. Blasting furnaces are not like that. Their temperature keeps on increasing until the required temperature is reached. It takes a vast time period.
Human do have the potential to bear such power inside it. How? Now read this- “A lover, to whomever he loves, fails to protect his love from a danger. He could give no help, being there. He had no hap. And now, he has no hope for her. And with this, he had to find himself without his biggest support. He is now dwindling, tired and breathing like furnace. He is now totally a living furnace from his heart. The one who can afford that much power lives; else he dies.
What melts inside living furnace? All the fats, carbohydrates etc. and when it is the matter of emotions, it melts much more to get the gap filled that sustains in his life.
Although both the furnaces need muscle work, but still one is non-living, and another is the living one.

Breaking Violence

Violence- the upcoming of the wilder ones from within us, when unleashes its anger, the streak then comes to existence. How it lives! It has various reasons and different ways for different people. Usually, the reason remains unnoted from others, not because they can’t know, but they do not notice it. Here we are not discussing this anyway.
So what the violence appears! Even if it reaches the peak; even if it destroys much; it has got a weakness. Likely, it is also different depending upon the reasons of course. We might have observed many times in our life, anger and violence in front of love, care, affection, respect, mercy and there are more such things. It may break after breaking things or destroying whatever comes in the way. It may hurt if the respected and the loved ones come in front of the eyes. Or it may break when someone prays to stop mess stuffed stupidity and wildness. And rarely, when the wild ones gets tired of the anger and wild smack feelings. Mostly, it does not go up to that extent. It gets halted for other reasons.
Anger evolves and evolves and violets and then faints. Sometimes continue living, sometimes not. But the wilder ones, well, it is just like charging a battery. The more you charge, the more you get. Surely, not without the expiry. So, show love, care, and affection to the wilder ones, to you. Do not charge it if not needed. Or else, it may also exceed the breakdown; breaking you too.

Black Peace

A place is there within our heart, where the atmosphere is full of miseries, full of fear, and full of violet deeds. I call that time as black peace, in the heart. It is the time when the feels the coldest as if in a dark dungeon. Nobody knows exactly where it exists. Many of the most have spent hours in that darkness.
When nothing is left behind to see or everything is left to be destroyed after a certain moment, the time comes which I call the black peace. Then nobody says anything, just losing himself/herself in the atmosphere of a creepy fragrance. Nobody can do anything, the beast inside may also be scared of the silence; the approaching storm or the extinct bodies.
Still, many have not come out of the shock and fear of the miseries and violet deeds. No light have affected their inward eyes. They still search for the encroachment of the pleasant victors to bring the extinct bodies back or to stop the approaching storm.
Have you felt the time of black peace? If not, then this stuff may be out of your understanding. If you have felt it, then you might know when…, what…, why everything is finished.
When everything is finished, and you are left behind, try to realize, why you are left. You are the chosen one to create yourself and then to create the creativity.
Many have suffered from the hardest time of their life. But only those persons could revive from the atmosphere of the creepy fragrance that had hope. The black peace engulfs you. Try to keep yourself silent so that you can the ghosts called the violet deeds. Then you can get the way to reach the light.